Invisible kiss goodbye
I still know the way to your room. I would come as the invisible guest who is no longer desirable in your home. Who has no right to knock on the door of your bedroom where we used to sped so much time together.
I would come in the middle of the night just to watch you sleeping. You have always looked like an angel. I know that, because you do not even know how many time I have watched you sleeping in that dark room.
I still need to tell you some things, but I do not want to say it in your face, and look in your eyes. I can not stand that look. It is too deep and too strong for me. I can not stand that you are looking at me with those frozen eyes, with that look that is blaming me.
I need to tell you how terribly scared I am. How sometimes I can not sleep at night wondering what will happened, or will it happened ever again to me. I know you do not care about that anymore, but still, I need to tell you. I need to tell you how lonely I feel sometimes. In those crowded places where I hard